I wanna start all over!

Hello friends! It's 12:12am here where I live and I am up thinking of my blog. I started this blog because I felt alone during my experience in the NICU. I felt that talking to someone who has been through what I have been through with the birth of my youngest son at 30 weeks would help me. Then I started receiving negative private comments and it hurt my feelings. So I stopped blogging but. Lj is growing so fast and things health wise has changed for everyone. So I want to apologize to those who have grown to love my little man for not posting in fear of not having followers anymore and the anxiety of facing things alone. I'm going to start to post for the friends I've gained and the family of friends that I MISS! Who is ready?